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It hurts to look at myself in the mirror and hate myself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. When i look at myself, i see this version of "me" that my mind has created, someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around her. Empty eyes. Fragile bones. The only thing i have left are the lies i tell myself everyday to survive, lies that have become my painful reality, lies that will swallow me whole and crush my insides, lies that have turned me into someone i never wanted to be.. well, I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life.
It hurts to look at myself in the mirror and hate myself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. When i look at myself, i see this version of "me" that my mind has created, someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around her. Empty eyes. Fragile bones. The only thing i have left are the lies i tell myself everyday to survive, lies that have become my painful reality, lies that will swallow me whole and crush my insides, lies that have turned me into someone i never wanted to be.. well, I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life.
